
Morning Meds; 5 22 22
Dreams that are confirmed by something physical that you didn’t know are always a treat.
On 4 20 22 I dreamed I was watching a baseball game.
I was lower than the playing field, I realize now that I was in the dugout.
I went through a door that opened away from me and entered a room.
Inside the room were some tables and chairs.
I looked down to my left and at the bottom of a bookcase was a bunch of red books.
I said to myself thirty encyclopedias.
I then turned around and reopened the door I had just come through and there was a young maybe two-year-old boy, and he wanted a hug.
Someone said the children love you. I gave and received a hug from the child.
Then I gave a baseball to the little boy.
Next, I am looking out of our south bay window towards a street half a block away.
The three lots between the southern edge of our yard and the street is one large mowed vacant lot.
At the southern end of that lot there is a car parked in the grass pointing east.
I am awakened by someone asking me, “Do you have the keys?”……..
I sat up in bed to find my wife still asleep, it was so loud and clear that I thought she had woken me up with that question.
As I am writing this, I just realized the question I heard refers to the car in the dream.
This is also the day I received the words that,
Emotions are form,
Thoughts are form,
Consciousness is not.
These are key.
I wrote that down and drew a key by it.
On 4 25 22 I had the dream about keys that referenced me back to this dream. *May 7 22 Dream Keys
It pays to journal your dreams.
For me analysis.
For some reason playgrounds and baseball fields are common symbols for me.
I am not a baseball person although I liked playing sports.
For me, the ballfield and playgrounds are a symbol of incarnation, and we are here to play the game of being human.
I had/have gotten out of the practice of pursuing purposeful self-compassion and the small child represents my inner child’s needs.
Which represents my personal needs.
This dream reminds me of this, and I gave him a hug and the ball so he could rejoin the game.
The thirty encyclopedias made me think of my stack of notebooks I journal in.
I have written in them almost every morning since June of 2016.
Due to my work schedule, I have never had the time to look back through them, I just write and go.
I would just make a daily post from what I received.
I had never counted them.
After this dream I organized them by date, and I am about to fill up notebook number 30.
I often get the message that I need to start revisiting them.
Dreams give us information that helps us, they are gifts.