I had a dream that my car wouldn’t start, when I opened the hood there was a mummy’s left hand holding a tube. The tube was part of the internal functioning of the car.
When I pried it loose from the mummy’s hand, I heard the whisper of the breaking of a vacuum.
The mummy’s thumb was like a stopper.
The tube had a yellow green liquid around the rim.
I shared the dream with an enlightened friend and asked her if she thought it might be past life related. Her first remark was, maybe it is like ancient energy.
The tube having liquid on the rim the color of a yellow green mix, her thought was bile. (For me, now I would look at it as a symbol of a mixture of emotions, green and my heart chakra, green.)
Bile for me relates to the process of throwing up old stuff we have stored in our lives and past lives.
It’s the last thing you throw up.
I meditated on it, and this is what popped out….
We are energy, developing, defining, and distributing ourselves in an experience called living.
Worlds collide, worlds dissipate, but we are constant.
Who knows how many positive choices we may have made in prior experiences that we are just now beginning to inherit.
Passages of heightened awareness through and from cultures when we may have been more entuned.
Our higher selves investing in our own/ their own future.
Like a mummy’s hand holding a sealed vessel just waiting to be opened in this now moment.
Preserved ancient energy waiting to be released to our present experience, gifts from ancestors.
Like a wiener dog that jumped and only made it halfway through the tire swing, switching your spiritual beliefs from one to another can kind of leave you hanging.
Once you regain your footing the journey becomes easier.
Our search for our inner self is often compared to peeling off the layers of an onion.
Layers after layers of facades, the possibility of accumulated karma and the layers of amnesia.
Hidden deep within us, is our true fully intact original essence, pure living love.
It’s common, from what I’ve read, that people experiencing the process of a past life regression often remember much about the interval between incarnations.
Many meet friends and loved ones they have shared lives with.
I wonder if while we are in that blissful state, the interval between lives, if we nudge a fellow traveler and make jokes about going back for another game of hide and seek?
Keep peeling, we all are worth the search.
Touching your true essence of love is always a game changer.
I tend to take the idea of a spiritual journey far too seriously.
I came from a belief system where our passage through this life is seen as a one-time shot, so face it, I was always one heartbeat away from judgement.
After I accepted reincarnation as a viable possibility it took a lot of the pressure off.
You know, I could chill out a bit, this could be trip one thousand for all I know.
Hopefully, I’ve shown some improvement.
In hopes of finding a way to lighten up a bit I meditated and asked for a lighthearted guide to help me relax a bit.
I lit incense and a candle.
I fired up a bit of sage.
Crossing my legs and my fingers, I started breathing to quiet my mind.
After the silence thickened, I began to see my core with a light shining up out of it like a spotlight.
Out of this shining light the top of a cylinder slowly appeared, an elevator I thought.
Finally, it fully emerged, I waited in anticipation for its door to open.
Then much to my surprise, the soundtrack of the old Woody Woodpecker cartoon blared in my mind, the door flew open there stood, Bugs Bunny.
It really spoiled the whole mood of the thing.
I was kind of hoping for a happy Dali Lama or a laughing Buddha, but the message was quite clear just the same.
Our spiritual experiences here are meant to be an enjoyable journey not a walk on a tight wire.