Morning Meds; 1 (6,7,8) 19
Most my posts come from a word I get when I wake up or from dreams.
When I meditate, I usually receive something that centers around that word.
I got the word, indifference, which to me seems like a negative word.
I looked it up to clarify the meaning.
The archaic meaning is, to not to be able to tell the difference between two things.
Which is different than not feeling anything one way or another about something.
I meditated but, I didn’t get anything to go with the word.
When I went to bed, I asked for a dream to help me out.
Walking in short grass with a relative of mine in the dark of night. I get the thought “skunk”, when I look over to see the skunk, I see an animal about the size of a hamster, but shaped more like a shrew, with a short tail that looked like a red thistle bloom. It runs to a pile of leaves and disappears under them. My friend said “there’s a snake. Do you want to pick it up?” I like snakes so picking one up would not be a problem, depending on the type of snake. It’s dark, so I can’t see the snake. At that time, lightning flashes and the markings on the snake start to glow. Not a reflection of the lightning but more like bioluminescence. It was inside the snake.
As I get over to the snake, I realize that there is a cloth belt tied to my waist dragging on the ground behind me. I see that the snake is a sidewinder rattlesnake. It moves toward me, and my feet get sort of tangled up in the belt as I backup. I see myself swinging the belt toward the snake so I could tell for sure it was a rattlesnake and I see its tail rise up and rattle. I didn’t really feel that I was in danger, other than I didn’t want to fall.
End of dream.
It woke me up about an hour early, so I went to meditate on the dream. It seemed like a warning of some kind. Didn’t really get much, felt unable to really connect. I thought of a few ways it could apply to my life, but it didn’t really seem quite right. Spent the day thinking on it and when I went to bed, I asked for another dream to clarify things. I still felt like I was being blocked, not a comfortable feeling.
I see a glass door close right in front of me and I hear, “I can’t tell the difference between a Democrat or a Republican.”
The word indifference I assume is for me. If it affects you, that’s your decision.
A light does not cast a shadow, a shadow is cast by what light can’t pass through. If we want the light within us to shine out, we need to let go of our opinions that are not in alinement with love. We are seen and known by the vibration we release from within. We are known by the shadow we cast. Hate, anger, fear, judgement, are not the vibrations of love. It’s not the matter of if we are right or wrong, it’s the vibration that is released from us.
We most likely believe our views are the right ones or we would adopt another. It is very possible that we are right, but if we feel negative emotions toward this wrong person then it’s not love.
Hate is, hate, no matter which side of the fence someone is standing on.
It’s not that Source doesn’t know our opinions, it’s that our opinions, do not affect how we are loved. We are loved equally and unconditionally. Source is indifferent, it only sees this person as one of its varied expressions.
If we hope to help our world through these turbulent times, only love will create the needed change. It seems I have a lot of work to do.
The dream at night showed it was dark times. The friend with me was one with whom, I had had a very heated political argument with. The lightning represented the stormy times we have right now. The rattlesnake is the snake from the American flag, Don’t Tread on Me from the Revolutionary war. It is also me as a human, who’s kundalini energy has been awoken. The cloth belt is part of a garment I am wearing, seeing it is a garment, it can be taken off. The skunk, which wasn’t a skunk. It tells me that my lack of love stinks and that my judgements toward my fellow man are sharp and prickly. If I keep them hidden, most likely they are going to bite me in the ass. Red is the color for your root chakra, which is where our survival instincts lie.
This word might just be for me. It looks like a tall order. A door is not put before us without the ability to pass through it, also being provided. Looks more like a knot hole to me but, we aren’t expected to do all the work, we are only asked to choose if we are willing to go. Source will take care of the rest.
You have a great day; it seems I got a knothole to crawl through.