Morning Meds; 3 9 20
Beauty is the unexpected impossible droplets of linked events that can happen in our life.
One of the obstacles I choose for myself in this incarnation was/is overcoming depression.
Habitual thoughts and feelings still arise at times.
3/1… during meditation I requested a Spirit of Joy to visit me, I thought that’s what I needed.
3/2 … I dreamt,
I was on a deck, attached to an A frame house. The deck was a slate blue/grey. That means something to me. Next, I was on the top of the roof and some people were throwing rocks up to me. I caught a couple of them and then they threw up a green stone, which was just a bit out of reach.
I recognized the stone, it’s one I use in connection with my heart chakra. (I think that it symbolizes the need for me to fall back to the Heart Sutra for a while.)
Then I was back on the deck, and I saw someone climbing down the roof, I hurried over to help her down. Taking her hand, I helped her onto the deck. I realized it was my friend Angie.
Angie at age 21 choose to leave this world 18 years ago, a casualty of depression. Her middle name is Joy.
I don’t think it is Angie exactly, but it is a recognizable symbol that my request was heard. Couldn’t have been delivered by a sweeter soul. Pretty cool.
Sunday, my wife Cheryl and I went to a meditation/ past life regression class, conducted by a friend of ours. In one of the sessions, we did a, find your guide journey.
In the visualization I saw this face I hadn’t seen before. It was a golden face surrounded by what looked like seven golden flower petals. It shimmered.
As it progressed, she seemed to turn into a sunflower like essence. Her gown had green sleeves like dandelions leaves, the rest of her stayed a glowing golden yellow.
She was to give me a box, which she did. It was about a foot long and shaped like a giant Sunflower seed. I still am in the process of finding out what to do with it.
I did eat it, I also planted it in my heart, but I think there is more. It felt real good.
When I get a symbol that doesn’t trigger a thought and I’m not sure of a meaning, I look it up in a dream book. This is what it said, Sunflowers specifically stands for Spiritual Joy.
How cool is that. Like I said, beauty is the unexpected, impossible droplets of linked events that can happen in our lives.
There is so much available to us when we ask. We are loved completely just the way we are.