Tearing Yourself Down

Morning Meds; 6 12 19

I dreamt…..

I saw this long rectangular sheet of what looked like slate standing on edge.

Something or someone started striking it.

Each blow broke a piece of it off.

It was struck around 5 or 6 times.

Finally there was just a short jagged piece left.

The strange part was that each time a piece broke off, I felt worse.

By the time the last piece was left, I felt awful.

I remember thinking to myself this is how I use to feel.

I am useless, lifeless, depressed and hopeless.

I am a piece of shit.

(Sorry, that’s a very ugly picture and I now know it’s untrue)

I’m not sure what my purpose in this lifetime is exactly, but I do know that one of the things I need to do in this passage, is to overcome self hate.

I’ve come a long way in the last few years.

I am very blessed.

It didn’t take to long, while meditating to get the meaning of the dream.

I had been asking for confirmation about some of the things I now experience often.

Are they real or what?

The feeling that it’s to good to be true.

How is this even possible?

It was like I was reminded of how awful I used to feel so I could compare it to now.

It was a call to gratitude.

Yes it’s real, you are and always have been completely loved.

You are one with the creator of all.

Can’t get much better than that.

Sometimes we have to be reminded of the past to appreciate the now.

(Three years later, what is to good to be true, continues to be true.)

Author: Kevin Burleson

My wife Cheryl and I live in St. Joseph, Missouri. She is retired and watches three of our 12 grandchildren and 1 greatgrandchild. I work as a maintenance man at Highland Community College in Highland, Kansas. I have a BA in Art with an emphasis in ceramics. I am a second degree Reiki practitioner and BQH (Beyond Quantum Healing) practitioner. I started writing spiritual related posts in 2018 and started sharing them on a few different Facebook sites. This site is to consolidate and re-share them. It is also to share short stories based on images seen while in meditation. My hopes are that it will inspire others to use the powerful tool of visualisation to enhance their spiritual journey. Thank you.

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