Father’s Day 2019

Morning Meds 6 16 19

Happy father’s day to all.

I want to thank my two boys for saving my life.

33 years ago my life had reached a turning point.

I could continue to let alcoholism destroy my life or I could try to change.

The determining fact that tipped the scale was the realization that if I didn’t change, at some point, I would end up causing enough grief that I would lose the loves of my life.

Them not in my life I knew would be more than I could bear.

I want to thank you both for our adventure.

It’s a standing joke, that they where raised by a crazy man, yet inspite of that and often on their own, they are two sons that no one could be more proud of.

They make a father proud.

I meditate sometimes and this morning I became aware of the fact that, through our many years together now, I could not think of a time either of them wronged me.

We had disagreements and power struggles, but I was never wronged.

Thank you for allowing me to experience fatherhood through you.

With love and gratitude, thank you for sharing your lives with me.