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Morning Meds; 7 18 19

I have had trouble with my blood pressure.

I have mainly used diet and herbs to keep it down.

I have gotten very lax about it.

I had had a rough day, went to bed early really exhausted.

I thought it was most likely my bp.

I didn’t check it cause I really didn’t want to know.

It had been high enough to be life threatening.

When I woke up I checked it and it was up there.

This is my dream.

I’m laying on a tile floor in a mall and two teenage girls walk up to me and one of them kisses me on my forehead. (?)

I think to myself, “Wow, they really do love me.” in the since of confirmation, not surprise.

Next, I’m standing by my garage/shop. ( common location in my dreams, personal life)

I am trying to rearrange and make more room in my garage.

I look up and see a silhouette of a person in a 1930’s broad brimmed hat carrying a large cloth sack.

It’s slung over his shoulder like a Santa bag.

He’s walking across the sky above me.

He enters from the east, (future) I am facing north (spiritual).

He turns toward the south(present time) and I walk parallel with him, down a hill.

I’m on a sidewalk, he’s still up in the sky.

I have a camera taking picture.(dream book say, means pay attention to something, I think recording memories).

There are two, 3 to 4 yr old girls just down the hill and I am pointing to the man in the sky and telling them to look, because I know they will never get to see this again. (?)

We follow the figure all the way southward down the hill.

The figure gets ahead of us and crosses from the east toward the west and disappears.(how the sun travels in one day)

I walk back up the hill and I get back to the garage and say to myself “Oh screw it, I’m going to keep on doing what I’m doing” and I started to clean out the garage.

I wanted to rearrange to make more room.

I instantly knew there was no more room. (I had nothing else I really needed to do)

I saw a snow sled in front of me with a stocking cap and gloves neatly hanging on it. (Everything was in order)

I looked back to the sky and now there were two silhouettes walking together towards the north.

One of the girls said “He’s learning how to do the balloons.” ( balloons of ascension?)

If you trace the first man path, it ended up making the letter z (last letter in the alphabet)

The snow sled speaks of winter, the last season.

As I meditated on it this morning I realized I had witnessed my passing.

From a family kiss of love,( laying on a slab) to whomever or whatever will come to escort me home.

I took my herbs this morning, a whole bunch.

As I meditated and interpreted, I realized that, I don’t think I have anything to fear, everythings in order.

What a great gift.

The first question that came to mind after that was, have I shown enough love in this lifetime?

It wasn’t that I would be judged, it was just a legitimate concern.

I believe we will want to know the answer to that when we pass.

Love is the most important thing.

Dreams are a gift of guidance.

Keep track of the symbols, they speak volumes.