Morning Meds; 10 13 22
Went to court today and everyone was me, judge, jury, prosecutor, defense attorney, bailiff, recorder and all who were there.
What was on trial was the beliefs I was raised with compared to what I believe now.
I saw a pathway of steppingstones strewn before me, the stones of the old and stones of the new and those still forming.
Like a game of Chutes and Ladders where the old stones slide you back to the old beliefs and the new stones carry you to the new.
Subtle differences disguised within the stones, often not seen, but felt.
If I am still looking for unconditional love, do I still see myself as unlovable?
In the old belief system, I couldn’t feel the love unless my faults were forgiven, nor could I fully access the Creator Of All.
In the new system I am just loved for I am 100% Source Energy; I am not in fear of judgement, loved or not loved doesn’t apply, access is just a thought away.
I am made-up of Everything That IS, and I can choose how I wish to express myself and my eternal existence in not contingent upon a single human existence.
The impact of duality is part of a human experience to teach me to love for love is the strongest energy.
I choose beliefs which look the most like love and those which feel the most compassionate for they are the most pleasant.
When I misstep and walk on the stones of the first, I begin to feel a loss of connection and I find myself reaching without instead of within.
I expect I will visit this court again and often, but many of the things I once struggled with have been thrown out of court and are no longer an issue.