Snowballing Consciousness

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A little speck of me, a spark of Consciousness.

A pinpoint of energy, a magnet of attraction.

A snowball rolling down a mountain gathering more of the same.

A concentrated mass of similar energy vibrating in harmony.

Small matters matter when they are no longer small.

The power of attraction always draws more.

What we start rolling can become hard to control.

We can’t go to war with ourselves, a divided house will fall.

Change the vibration of the spark that rolled, those things attracted will fall away.

Traveling Companions

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Generations of expansion on our repeated journeys as human spirits.

Each journey an opportunity to experience and create new realities.

Through our many journeys how many family members, lovers, friends, acquaintances and helpers have we interacted with?

We are surrounded by those who have loved us and traveled with us through all our various lifetimes for just as our essence is eternal so is theirs.

We are one, connected by experiences, spiritual genetics and intent.

Realizing that helps us to gather our courage and continue to expand.

New Year Resolution Request

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Help me choose to walk through the corridor between form and its reflection,

to the point of inflection,

to the now before inception,

to the fluctuating caldron of energy from which all things spring.

Let me learn to choose wisely,

to choose kindness over strife,

to choose love despite fear,

to choose the light above the shadows.

Chocolate, Berries, and Bean Pie

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Chocolate, Berries, and Bean Pie
Dream
Three men face each other in a face-to-face circle, they are wearing an old style but modern clothing and they are arguing.

This is what I heard, “There is going to be a war now!”

“Three generations, a stitch out of time, like a chocolate, berries, and bean pie.”

End of dream.


My impression was that there must be a sequence of order when people are born and one of the three gentlemen was born out of sequence.

I didn’t think there was much I could do about that, definitely above my pay grade and it didn’t sound very plausible.

I don’t think that is something someone would screw up.
I definitely didn’t want it to apply to me, sounded like more problem-solving skills than I want to muster.

I didn’t get much when I followed it.

By looking up chocolate, berries, and bean as separate ingredients I found that all three are good signs in a dream.

Cocao is even drunk as a spiritual enlightenment tool in some cultures.

After I was done following the dream and as I started to work on some writing interests, the dream made sense.

A Facebook site I follow put up a goal challenge for the new year and being unable to settle on one goal I am chasing five separate interests.

Some on a daily basis and some that I want to do at least something on during the new month.

A stitch in time speaks of not neglecting something important because things are easier to do when they are fresh and before they create a problem.

The three people are my interests all arguing their case as to how important they are.

All three are great interests, but maybe not as a piece of pie.

While I was making my breakfast I looked out my window to the south and there were three large Crows in this large open lot that borders my yard.

They were close together and each of them walked away from the others almost as if the three people in my dream all turned about face and separated.

The message of the dream is, the farther I walk toward one goal the farther walk away from another.

Gifts from beyond.
The question for me is what is it telling me?
Cool dream.

Be Yourself Dream

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I asked for light to flow into my core all night before I went to sleep, this is what I dreamt.

Dream.

I was part of a role-playing group who were performing magic tricks.

Everyone was worried about how well they could perform.

I was thinking that if you are just yourself you will do alright.

When I first entered the hall where they were performing, I passed a booth where a marine biologist was sorting different species of marine life from one tank to another.

He was moving them one at a time from one long shallow rectangular glass tank into another showing me all the diversity there was.

End of dream

The message seems pretty clear, being yourself is always the best choice.

Just like the endless varieties of human beings, there are also many different parts of us within us.

What we have been taught to search for will stand front and center.

Many of us were not taught to search for our beauty, we were taught to hide the parts that made someone else feel uncomfortable.

As we begin to search within, looking for our beauty, we will find that being ourselves doesn’t have to feel like an act of rebellion, it can be a celebration of individuality and diversity instead.

Cloud Removal

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Many people believe that to have a pleasant afterlife we need the gift of forgiveness.

To make our time on Earth more pleasant we need to give ourselves the gift of forgiveness.

Not forgiving ourselves creates a world clouded by shame.

This cloud hides all the wonderful traits we possess and creates unnecessary boundaries.

Our core is 100% Source energy.

With the cloud removed, we are free to be our true selves.

Shadow Boxing

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It is easy to become so engaged in fighting the shadow of our corrugated dance that we forget that we are the one who created it.

We create our realities.

We can’t win fighting our shadow.

Lingering Limps

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Emotional pains don’t heal in the same matter as physical challenges.

When a pulled hamstring has recovered the pain is gone and you no longer limp.

When we think back to the incident, we remember the pain with less intensity.

Emotional hurts differ, each time they are remembered they are reborn, and we are affected in the same way.

Our responds to our inevitable visits can become a pattern of response behaviors, sort of an emotional limp.

It is not bad, just a part of the healing process just like favoring a sore leg.

The healing of an emotional hurt requires time and self-love and acceptance of our state of healing.

We can tell when we are starting to heal when we realize that we are revisiting the hurt less often and we linger less.

The real healing is when we realize that after we leave, we no longer respond in the same pattern as we did before, and we begin to lose our emotional limp.

Andrea the Spider Dream

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Dew drops on a spider’s web shimmering on the morning light.

Moments preserved in time to be visited again.

Drops of energy hanging on their eternal strands,

the concentric rings of recorded events.

Guarded by a giant spider, menacing but true of heart,

her sworn purpose to preserve the experiences we create.

Morning event.

To watch a new dew drop form, not from the top down,

but rising from the bottom upwards to attach its conical top.

Not formed from energy outside

but flowing from within by the thoughts we are living.

Introduction

I meet this spider in the pursuit of a dream,

looking for the lady clothed in a grey mist.

She was standing just beyond the vail of physical form,

holding and offering me a small square box.

My footsteps echoed as I neared the vail, alone in a chamber of silence.

Stepping through the vail, she stood to my left a giant looking down.

and with her above my head a giant spider her fangs and eyes poised.

I stepped back, becoming aware that the floor and the vail were no more,

just a narrow balcony with no rails.

Only darkness behind, beyond, and below

and a spider as large as house.

She straddled the center of an intricate web permeating space,

with a network of shimmering dew drops dangled from its silver cords.

The light of lives or a moment preserved in time.

She spoke, “They are all yours, yours to explore, your continuing history to which you continually add.”

“Why the form of a spider?” I ask, “It frightened me.

You are big enough to eat me.”

She replies, “It is not the form that matters it is the energy beneath the form and the information it carries with it.

I best represent what you need to see.”

Standing on my solitary perch, I ask, “What do I need do?”

“Jump.” She replies.

The spider to me is Andrea, though names like forms don’t matter.

My personal sentinel suspended on strands of woven time.

Gaia’s Whisper

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The caterpillar tugged at the silken chord that it had spun within its form.

Steadily weaving a blanket of warmth to clothe him as he slept.

Gaia stopped to admire the work.

The caterpillar felt her presence and asked,

“How can I become a butterfly?
I don’t have a clue!

There must be so much to learn if I ever hope to fly and look at me, not a single wing.

I been working oh so hard, but I feel too tired to continue.

I’m sorry that I crawl so slow and that my wings won’t grow, but after a snooze I will get back at it.”


Gaia smiled some warn sun light down and whispered with her wind.

“It’s a natural process, it is not something you do, it will just happen.

You relax and take a little nap.

Soon, after you have rested from your struggles, you will get to stretch your wings and float upon my whisper.”