Category: growth

Please Be More Real

Morning Meds; 4 7 23

I asked my guides for a dream that helped me to see them as more real instead of a just a spiritual presence.

I worked as a maintenance man for twelve years before I retired. I worked with mostly the same crew of around seven people.

Dream.

I am back to work and we are moving a stack of six foot folding tables. They are stacked on end, which is not normal, and we are removing them because they are blocking a door and this will let us get into a room to the south. (present physical life)

Barry is in a hurry to get it done.

We clear the doorway and the room is a mixed bag of debris, some trash and some things we can keep.

Most the crew is there and we busy ourselves with the task. Most the unneeded things are piled to the north-west corner of the large room.(spiritual past)

In the very center of the room looking south we have cleared everything except for three lines or paths of shipping envelopes of a variety of sizes and they are filled with parts that we will need.

To the north center there is a pillar and a short table with a few items on it. The door we cleared is in the background.  I can’t make out what they is on the table. In following the dream I know it represents my meditation altar or table.

There are a few things to the east,  (future) but nothing that stands out. We had finished the job and I am looking at the table to the north as I wake up.

In following the dream my guide reminded me of when I was working the crew I was with are some of the best people I know. Everyone was willing to help each other, if someone was to do a job it got done. They were fun to be around. I was told that my guides are just as real and competent as the human crew I worked with. All I had to do is what I thought my job was and they would take care of theirs.

The three lines of new parts I think is my three creative interests at this time.

Ceramics,  writing, and BQH.

 This dream came the morning of a past life regression I experienced April first.

I will post something about it soon.

My guides did everything they know how to do all I had to do is show up and enjoy the ride.

It was amazing, some of the images were as real as a dream state.

Thanks.

Snowballing Consciousness

Morning Meds 2 4 23

A little speck of me, a spark of Consciousness.

A pinpoint of energy, a magnet of attraction.

A snowball rolling down a mountain gathering more of the same.

A concentrated mass of similar energy vibrating in harmony.

Small matters matter when they are no longer small.

The power of attraction always draws more.

What we start rolling can become hard to control.

We can’t go to war with ourselves, a divided house will fall.

Change the vibration of the spark that rolled, those things attracted will fall away.

New Year Resolution Request

Morning Med; 1 1 23

Help me choose to walk through the corridor between form and its reflection,

to the point of inflection,

to the now before inception,

to the fluctuating caldron of energy from which all things spring.

Let me learn to choose wisely,

to choose kindness over strife,

to choose love despite fear,

to choose the light above the shadows.

Chocolate, Berries, and Bean Pie

Morning Meds; 1 29 23

Chocolate, Berries, and Bean Pie
Dream
Three men face each other in a face-to-face circle, they are wearing an old style but modern clothing and they are arguing.

This is what I heard, “There is going to be a war now!”

“Three generations, a stitch out of time, like a chocolate, berries, and bean pie.”

End of dream.


My impression was that there must be a sequence of order when people are born and one of the three gentlemen was born out of sequence.

I didn’t think there was much I could do about that, definitely above my pay grade and it didn’t sound very plausible.

I don’t think that is something someone would screw up.
I definitely didn’t want it to apply to me, sounded like more problem-solving skills than I want to muster.

I didn’t get much when I followed it.

By looking up chocolate, berries, and bean as separate ingredients I found that all three are good signs in a dream.

Cocao is even drunk as a spiritual enlightenment tool in some cultures.

After I was done following the dream and as I started to work on some writing interests, the dream made sense.

A Facebook site I follow put up a goal challenge for the new year and being unable to settle on one goal I am chasing five separate interests.

Some on a daily basis and some that I want to do at least something on during the new month.

A stitch in time speaks of not neglecting something important because things are easier to do when they are fresh and before they create a problem.

The three people are my interests all arguing their case as to how important they are.

All three are great interests, but maybe not as a piece of pie.

While I was making my breakfast I looked out my window to the south and there were three large Crows in this large open lot that borders my yard.

They were close together and each of them walked away from the others almost as if the three people in my dream all turned about face and separated.

The message of the dream is, the farther I walk toward one goal the farther walk away from another.

Gifts from beyond.
The question for me is what is it telling me?
Cool dream.

Goose Dream

Morning Meds; 1 28 23

Short snapshot dream.

Looking out of my hallway window to the south towards a beauty salon.

This view is accurate with where I live.

At the east side of the beauty salon, I first see the silhouette of a full-grown goose. 

It stretched its wings one right after the other.

Then I see a silhouette of a child’s beginners bicycle rolling in front of her. 

End of dream.

When I followed the dream, I first thought about the goose and attempted to fly with it but was interrupted by thoughts of Mother Goose and the Goose that Laid the Golden Egg.

I think that is why there was a child’s bike; a bicycle is also a symbol of traveling on a journey.

When I went with the idea of these children’s tales, I saw myself as an ancient wandering traveler entering a city and strewn along the path were gold coins. I could pick up whatever I needed as I continued.

There wasn’t any sense of urgency to collect them, and it carried the feeling that whatever I needed would be provided.

I recently had a dream where I received three bars of gold about the size of bars of soap from out of a paper towel dispenser.

I interpreted that dream sequence as having to do with writing.

When I looked up what a goose means in a dream one interpretation was, “determination, purposeful movement, and being an able pilot for our life’s journey.”

It also said that when they used quills to write, a goose quill was considered the best.

Thought it was a fun fact because I would like to write some children’s books.

Gift of Imagination

Morning Meds; 1 23 23

Why is imagination our greatest spiritual gift?

There is nothing made by man that didn’t pass through our gift of imagination first.

It is our greatest tool of individuality for we create for ourselves based on our experiences.

If we are not satisfied with our creations we can always imagine change.

Fighting our creations creates struggles, to accept our handiwork as our handiwork allows us to alter our works of creativity.

If we want peaceful surroundings we must use peaceful means to create them.

It is always the energy beneath the form that animates it.

Seven-degree Map Dream

Morning Meds; 1 22 23

Dream
Working in front of a house making something and I am asked, “Have you made the seven-degree map yet?”
I moved closer to the house area, but I don’t recall what happened.

When I returned to where I was working and was relieved to see my saddle was still laying there where I had been working. It was an old saddle from my youth.

I looked to the West across the street at a vacant lot that was overgrown with weeds and thought I should plant some hay there and sell it.

Walking over to the lot I see that I have dug a deep and wide foundation and was waiting for materials.

Questioning myself I wondered if I had gotten all the permits and how much would it cost to have all the steel hauled in so I could line the whole foundation trench with thick steel.

It needed to be able to hold water.

I had to go to the bathroom, so I jumped down into the trench to be out of sight and started relieving myself when I looked up and saw two women to the northwest.

Startled, but hidden I didn’t move.

The lead lady asked, “ Did you make the seven-degree map yet?” I answered, “No, but I will.”
End of dream.

I know the “Making of a map,” has to do with a conversation I recently had on a site called Dream Creators, but the “seven-degree map” didn’t make sense.

I looked up “seven -degree” and to my surprise, it is a rather common term in astrology.

I know nothing about astrology, but there is something called Sabin Symbology having to do with your sign lining up on a certain degree marker.

This is from Sabiansymboligest website.
“Dr. Marc Edmund Jones provides the official meaning of this Sabian symbol in his work, The Sabian Symbols in Astrology:

Pisces 7° A cross lying on rocks

This is a symbol of withdrawal from reality in one aspect as means for regrasping it in another, here dramatized by a wholly unnecessary acceptance of the world’s common repudiation or neglect of an individual’s higher ideals.

Implicit in the static symbolism is the need to be active in the cause of every standard or allegiance through which life has been made worthwhile, and the insistent stirring of an inner voice which seeks to quicken the soul to the paramount necessities of its existence.

The keyword is CONSCIENCE.

When positive, the degree is a rugged independence of inner spirit and a courageous rejection of all outer compromise, and when negative, utter timidity of self-interest…. Are you clear on that now? Do we have a 5:5? Have you got the message? We’ve made this mess, so we have to clean it up. No one else is going to do it for us. That’s engraved in stone, you can count on it. So, be about your business. Do the right thing. Do it now. Give yourself an order you can’t refuse. Make it so, then sign below.”
(Sorry so long)

A saddle stands for your beliefs in a sense, what you are riding on, what is carrying you.

The idea of filling a trench that will hold water is in line with another dream.

To be going to the bathroom in a dream is the idea of letting go of unneeded things.

I think it is so cool when you get something you never heard of before in a dream and it fits exactly where you are.

Dreams are gifts from our higher Consciousness.

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Shadow Boxing

Morning Meds; 1 8 23

It is easy to become so engaged in fighting the shadow of our corrugated dance that we forget that we are the one who created it.

We create our realities.

We can’t win fighting our shadow.

Lingering Limps

Morning Meds 1 12 23

Emotional pains don’t heal in the same matter as physical challenges.

When a pulled hamstring has recovered the pain is gone and you no longer limp.

When we think back to the incident, we remember the pain with less intensity.

Emotional hurts differ, each time they are remembered they are reborn, and we are affected in the same way.

Our responds to our inevitable visits can become a pattern of response behaviors, sort of an emotional limp.

It is not bad, just a part of the healing process just like favoring a sore leg.

The healing of an emotional hurt requires time and self-love and acceptance of our state of healing.

We can tell when we are starting to heal when we realize that we are revisiting the hurt less often and we linger less.

The real healing is when we realize that after we leave, we no longer respond in the same pattern as we did before, and we begin to lose our emotional limp.

Balls of Possibility

Morning Meds; 12 27 22

Like a Christmas tree adorned with clear glass balls our future possibilities hang before us.

Every foreseeable and unforeseeable outcome suspended in time, waiting to form.

Each living possibility waiting to expand as it is directed.

Each event or thought birthed by us or those around us affect the contents of all the balls.

They continually adjust to the flurry of change.

Change is brought on by numerous events, but we tend to fixate on the most dramatic,

and fail to see the little changes that proceeded it.

Our future goals can seem to be unreachable.

It seems some dramatic huge event must happen to bring it to fruition.

Start making the little changes and all related possibilities in your possibility balls will change with it.

A steady process of changes in the right direction will allow the dramatic event to expand.

Thoughts are always the predecessor to change, a change in thought will affect more balls than by action alone.