incarnation – Meditative Imagery

Dream, A Visit from Shiva?

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Dream…

I am a teenager in a large open house with a few other people and I am gleefully ripped on acid.

(It has been a long time ago, but some memories linger)

There is not a lot going on in the dream. I am just wandering around feeling wonderful.

I think to myself, “God, I love this stuff!”

I ran into a dream friend of mine that usually appears as a black giant. I am startled to see him. I confirm a healing he brought to me a long time back. We exchange a few words.

I look out the south front door and there are a small group of young people sitting on the grass watching others act out scripts. It is reminiscent of the school the movie Billy Jack was centered around. (1971)

Some people I didn’t know entered from the southwest and I thought I had woken from the dream.

I lay on my back looking towards the wall of the bedroom and I see some images start to form. They were faces changing their features and then they turned into a cross between a stag deer and a dragon.

It shifted again and became a huge cream-white bull. Its head must have been at least six feet long and its horns extended wider than the bedroom walls.

A white patch appeared on his forehead where a third eye would be and started to glow. The whole bedroom was lit up like daylight.

When the image faded I got up to go to the restroom and the room was still light, when I came back the room was pitch black as a room should be at 11:23 at night.

I am not sure when I was actually awake…

This is the second dream where I wasn’t sure if I was awake or asleep and there was a presence in the room.

I think the acid trip was the easiest way to show an altered state.

The black giant was there to confirm how I was doing with healing.

The bull could represent the Deity Shiva from Hinduism because of the third eye.

It is the best I have felt when I woke up in years.

Gifts from beyond.

Simple Prayer

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I ask these healing flames to heal my beliefs

from constraints and traps
to liberty and expansion.

From imposed restrictions to granted freedom.

From rules of earth to truths of spirit.

Not demonized humanity, but divine incarnations.

Not bound by present group beliefs, but liberated by beliefs from beyond the beyond.

An Old Soul

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“They’re an old soul.” They say disregarding our eternal state of being.

For we all are eternal, animated consciousness masquerading as humans.

Eternal shimmers of consciousness,
connected chips off the old block.

It may be that they are not older than any other.

They may just have a milder case of spiritual amnesia and are closer in touch with their eternal memories whether they realize it or not.

“I know what I knew before I came into this world.” can be a delightful mantra.

Questioning Curses

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I don’t believe in curses, but I do believe if someone does the curse can manifest. I believe thoughts sprinkled with faith will always produce form.

I do believe in contractual agreements prior to incarnations where as an essence of light or a soul we make choices as to what we wish to experience in the pursuit of self evolution and/or in the pursuit of anothers spiritual growth.

These acts of pre-birth choices are made in the spirit of unconditional love, although that aspect can be well hidden in a life experience. We may not realize that aspect until we meet again beyond the parameters of duality.

I wonder if situations blamed on curses are possibly just the unfolding of collaborative choices we previously made and that the discomforts of it are just the steping stones to growth?

Our proclivity to see ourselves as a victim often hides our inalienable gift of freewill and without recall of our choices, being a victim is a logical conclusion.

Thankfully, love dissolves fear and all of its many emotional forms.

If someone were to sent love to the suspected curse instead of strengthening it with fear, maybe it would open the doors to accelerated growth?

Two Posts

These are posts from two years apart that sound like a complete contradiction, maybe a bit of explanation would be helpful.

Most of these posts are what I needed in my life at their time of arrival. I started sharing them in hopes that others struggling with similar things could utilize them too.

The first (2018) deals with events from my present lifetime that I have/had drug along with me.

Events in our life can come to define us if you lock into them. They can become like a costume we wear and the emotions of that costume can swallow up the possibilities of change.

Sometimes it can be difficult to free ourselves once we have clothed ourselves in a certain way. We say “This is just how I am.” and with that declaration we pencil out many other possible choices.

That’s why, I’ve noticed, that these morning post are so repetitive in regards as to where we focus our thoughts. Repetitive thoughts don’t offer us a lot of new opportunities.

As we change our thoughts about ourselves and our percieved world, we can slowly nudge our life in a different direction.

The second post ( 2020) deals with the possibility of past incarnations. I choose to believe them to be valid experiences. I base that on my personal experience and on the work pioneered by Delores Cannon and the many practitioners that have helped people access this information. Of course Buddhism and Hinduism have embraced this belief for centuries.

Practitioners believe that many of our present life struggles are unresolved issues from prior incarnations. Similar to a spiritual memory or comparable to spiritual DNA. Once readdressed the issue in this lifetime often fades away.

I don’t know if it is a proveable phenomena, but I personally have found it to be life changing for myself and for others. Thanks.

Dragging stuff along

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It is important to address past hurts and experiences, if they seem to be impeding our growth,

but a preoccupation with the past can rob us our future.

It dulls our appreciation of the endless nows we are passing through.

A fixation on ones past, is like trying to complete your spiritual journey while walking backwards.

So much of our growth is learning to let things go, so we are no longer holding ourselves in place.

Embers

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Strewn along the path of our imagined personal journey lie the living embers of lives once lived.

These embers contain lessons learned and are always available to be taken in hand, blown upon with conscious intent and rekindled into flame.

The warmth of their fire, the aroma of their contents and the energy they contain can be reexperienced.

No reason not to make the best of every opportunity afforded to us.

Bubbles

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We are like bubbles forming in the depths of the sea of Consciousness.

We fill and expand till buoyancy’s release.

We rise to the surface and burst into life.

Our consciousness drawn towards this world defined by contrast and comparison.

Before our surfacing,

we as orbs of energy,

are directionless,

no up, nor down,

no left, nor right,

no cardinal points to restrict us.

Tell me,

where is the front of a bubble?

We are free and unlimited.

The necessary and habitual restraints of our cloak of humanesss causes us to limit our potential.

Our core is infinite.

There’s no place else to go, but within.

Back to our original form

beyond the boundaries of our humanness.